Friday 24 August 2012

Sleeping...

I have spend Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday and half of Friday sleeping, after chemo...
It is so exhausting...
Now I slowly drag my broken body out of the tunnel of sleep and into life again.
It is so scary, going into a sleep so deep that resembles coma. And not knowing whether it is dreams or nightmares awaiting you...
I am tired, I wast it to be over so bad. But as all of us in the 20% league of recurrence know, this is a fight that will last long. Longer than we anticipated...
So, I will pretend to my family that I can handle this -like a boss- and keep on taking it out here, where significant and insignificant stories drown in the vastness of the web...