Back from holidays with my fiancé and I feel all charged up, ready to fight once again...
After 2 years time, I went swimming once again. After one year and a half of fucking neuropathy that made my feet ache like being pinched by a million needles and half a year of this damned ileostomy, I was able to swim!!!
Oh, God, the beautiful sea of our islands, the crystal waters, the sensation of freedom, the sight of the turquoise ocean...
Swimming is holding a great importance for me. Like in Blue (Three Colors), I need to lose myself in the blue to be able to be born again, to relieve my anxiety, fear, pain. When I dive underwater, I can cry, I can scream , I can relax, I can forget, I can recharge. Yes, I feel that everything might be just fine in the end...
After 2 years time, I went swimming once again. After one year and a half of fucking neuropathy that made my feet ache like being pinched by a million needles and half a year of this damned ileostomy, I was able to swim!!!
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| Skopelos Island, Greece |
Oh, God, the beautiful sea of our islands, the crystal waters, the sensation of freedom, the sight of the turquoise ocean...
Swimming is holding a great importance for me. Like in Blue (Three Colors), I need to lose myself in the blue to be able to be born again, to relieve my anxiety, fear, pain. When I dive underwater, I can cry, I can scream , I can relax, I can forget, I can recharge. Yes, I feel that everything might be just fine in the end...
