So, I came home, to my fiance' and I started research on my health choices.
Crap. I called the Mc Millan support and they asked me whether I would like to participate in clinical trials.
And then I felt like my heart skipped a beat.
So, this is it, the stage that the doctors start to say: "Sorry, we have no more to offer you, do you want to try something alternative?"
I want to keep hoping but at the same time I just want to let go, lie in my love's arms in an isolated beach and die with the sound of waves in the back of my head.
I am so tired.
Crap. I called the Mc Millan support and they asked me whether I would like to participate in clinical trials.
And then I felt like my heart skipped a beat.
So, this is it, the stage that the doctors start to say: "Sorry, we have no more to offer you, do you want to try something alternative?"
I want to keep hoping but at the same time I just want to let go, lie in my love's arms in an isolated beach and die with the sound of waves in the back of my head.
I am so tired.
